At home, I enjoy wearing peep toe high heels, thigh high pantyhose, skimpy panties, and short dresses. I also use vibrators, dildos, and get turned on when my balls are hurting. I tie up my balls, tight, with a cock ring. I then enjoy pulling/squeezing my balls. Besides going out when its very late and dark, I have not been in public crossdressed. I'm 39 y/o, 6ft, 220lbs, average build, 6.5 inches cut.